Christmas Wish List

I don't want any gifts for Christmas. As a child this would have been unfathomable, funny how times have changed. I am truthfully not really celebrating Christmas this year, I didnt put up a tree or decorations, I didn't make homemade Christmas cookies and on top of that I am working tonight (Christmas Eve) and tomorrow on Christmas. Now this must make me look like some sort of a grinch, but the truth is I don't have time for a Christmas this year or much of a life, working three jobs. However, I did get my family and boyfriend gifts, it's something about Christmas that makes me live giving so much more than recieving. I do however have a Christmas Wish List.
1. I want my sister, nephew, niece and mother to all come home from New York. I cannot pray for this enough each day, this has been a year long battle and I am tired of seeing my family become drained from it. Somedays are worse off than others, but I have faith everything is going to work out.
2. Trying to spend time with my family and amazing boyfriend had been the most difficult thing in the world these past few weeks. I'm hoping to find some quality time with them, afterall it is Christmas.
3. I would love some time for me (more than the hour I am getting between jobs, to write this). Some time to just relax and do some things for me even, like my laundry lol.

Anyways, I hope everyone has a happy Christmas tomorrow, don't take it for granted.

2 more months!

Soon I will be back to Cali...

Still havn't decided whether or not im more excited or nervous about going back yet...

Praying for Japan.

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/03/13/world/asia/13japan.html

Please pray for the people of Japan who were hit by the tsunami and earthquake. Homes were destroyed and lives were taken. I cannot even fathom what these people are going through.

Psalm 4:8
I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.

How I would love to live there..

tired of everything

I'm running low on faith...and its exhausting.

I don't want to be a college dropout..

I've been thinking a lot lately whether or not to go back to college. Besides the large amount of money it will cost, I really dont want another year of college for me to go to waste.

But as scared as I am to go back to college and even though I am not even close to being financially ready, I am sooooo ready to get out of this state.



I'm ready to pack up, leave, and start somewhere freash.





She's Only Happy In The Sun...

The things I miss most about LA.



San Clemete

All though San Clemente isn't technically apart of LA, this is my favorite beach to go too. Not only does it have the prettiest view, it is one of the best places to surf and it has the best little crepe place right on the pier looking over the water. Totally worth the 45 minute drive.

me and kate beckinsale

One thing I really miss is seeing and getting to meet famous people. However, I don't think they like it when you put your hand on thier shoulder for a picture...(sorry kate).



Millions of Milkshakes (aka MOMs)

Located in West Hollywood, MOMs has the best milkshakes. All different celebs go here to create their own shakes, go on the right days and you can see them. My personal fav is the Kim Kardashian shake.



Friends!!!

 The thing I really miss most about LA are my friends, however. These girls are amazing and I miss them lots.

winter..

...that means time to go boarding. It's one of the few sports that I'm decent at.